Your first name of Rahilla contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.
