Your first name of Rakai gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. Not liking to stand alone, you seek the assurance of love, understanding, and appreciation to give you the confidence to do your best. This uncertainty and indecision undermines your initiative, positivity, and vitality. Your name incorporates a potential aptitude for concentration and patient, logical thought along detailed, practical lines but it restricts inspirational qualities and the ability to visualize new ideas and theories. It is not easy for you to face issues and take a stand on them, for not only are you somewhat lacking in self-confidence, but also you prefer to avoid situations in which there could be dissension. It is hard for you to face an issue directly and say “yes” or “no” and mean it, though you have a quickness of mind that enables you to respond with artful diplomacy to evade unpleasant situations. Procrastination, which arises from not being sure of yourself, is one of your major weaknesses because of your preference to avoid issues or unpleasantness in all forms. Although you may dream of better things, you find it hard to maintain the drive to go after them. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood. You resist being forced into change and could become almost impervious to new ideas.
