Your name of Randesha has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. You are constantly on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom.
