Your first name of Rawkeya has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.