Your first name of Rayborn has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.