Your first name of Renatya has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.