Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. While your name brings you some very fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. You would not necessarily have all these problems, but these are mentioned to pinpoint the types of weaknesses and parts of the body that are most likely to be affected. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.