Your first name of Rubenia creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. String instruments that simulate the sound of wind passing through the trees appeal to your love of the outdoors and its natural beauties. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. You resist pressure and seek harmonious environments and associations. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. Your super-sensitive, psychic qualities make it difficult for you to control your thoughts and feelings. The health weaknesses with this name centre in the respiratory organs, the heart, and tension in the stomach area causing shortness of breath and nervous tension, particularly when you are emotionally disturbed or self-conscious. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.