Your first name of Rubiena creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. Being sensitive and temperamental, you tend to swing from intense optimism to the depths of despair. You are inclined to specialize in those activities that mean the most to you. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. Your dramatic qualities are often used to hide your true feelings. You are interested in religions or other philosophical theories owing to a desire to understand the deeper meanings and reasons for life. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.
