The name of Rudaba creates a very versatile and creative nature. You seek out others to help you in making important decisions. You have many good ideas and a very clever, versatile mind, but often you fail to put those good ideas into action. Because your feelings and desires are so changeable, you are never satisfied with conditions as they are. Although you appear positive, you inwardly lack self-confidence and will-power. You find it difficult to systematize your efforts and to fulfil your obligations and plans as you are not inclined to apply yourself consistently to a job to reach your goals. You tend to veer from intense optimism to intense pessimism. This name has caused you to feel unsettled emotionally and mentally, since it is difficult for you to feel satisfied and settled in your life, particularly when circumstances become routine and unexciting. The name makes it difficult for you to view life realistically, to be honest with yourself and with others. Instead, you live in your desires, longing for conditions and people to be as you would like them to be.
