Your first name of Rudhai has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. You would function best in settled conditions where you are not called upon to meet and mix too closely with others, but are able to work on your own. As you keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself, this reserved quality has created misunderstandings with others because they feel left out. Because of your need for solitude and privacy, you dislike crowds and would sooner not have to handle the public. You would find enjoyment and peace in an outdoor environment studying the flora and fauna of nature from a scientific point of view. Your endurance and persistence enable you to carry your activities through to completion. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. You enjoy learning from discussions, but express your deeper thoughts and feelings better through writing. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control.