Your first name of Rudhra has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. You desire to be understood, but your self-consciousness makes it challenging for you to be relaxed and friendly. You are not impulsive, for you like to plan and to think ideas through before acting. As you think in a methodical way, you could be quite inventive along practical or technical lines and would enjoy working with your hands in such activities as crafting or cooking. Because of your need for solitude and privacy, you dislike crowds and would sooner not have to handle the public. Your endurance and persistence enable you to carry your activities through to completion. Quiet and determined, you enjoy activities on your own close to nature or with natural elements such as in floral design, gardening, fishing, oceanography, or farming. You would function best in settled conditions where you are not called upon to meet and mix too closely with others, but are able to work on your own. You may also experience some deafness. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control.