Your first name of Ruellaeva gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. Your difficulty in putting your deeper thoughts and feelings into words can lead to problems in more intimate associations. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. You are rather easily hurt or offended. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. For that reason, despite having good business abilities, you like to work alone or where you are making your own decisions. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life.