Your first name of Ruj has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You love children and could enjoy teaching. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. You are positive in your opinions, and slow and deliberate in your expression. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.