Your first name of Rus has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. An appetite for these types of foods over time can cause health weaknesses to centre in the intestinal tract or liver and cause an overheated bloodstream which throws off poisons through skin conditions such as acne or eczema. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
