Your first name of Ruthhelga has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. This name creates a dual quality in that at times, you are compassionate and understanding and, at other times, unyielding and strong willed. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. You dislike monotony and system and enjoy being creative in an inventive way whether it be in interior decorating, music, art, crafts, or other endeavours that require versatility and skill. Being impulsive, you make hasty decisions, which you often regret after you experience the results. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. Although you know what is expected of you, you feel awkward and embarrassed when drawn into delicate situations that require extreme tact. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.
