The name of Ruthiana creates a very versatile and creative nature. You have many ideas, plans, and ambitions, but too often they are for an easy way out of a difficulty or an easy way of making money. You cannot tolerate ridicule nor appreciate a joke on yourself. Either you lose interest, or your tendency to procrastinate spoils the incentive you initially experience with a new idea. You tend to veer from intense optimism to intense pessimism. You could, however, tend to live for sociability and the good things of life and must guard against being led into situations against your better judgment because you are too easily influenced by others. Although you appear positive, you inwardly lack self-confidence and will-power. You find it difficult to systematize your efforts and to fulfil your obligations and plans as you are not inclined to apply yourself consistently to a job to reach your goals. Tension could also cause you to suffer in the reproductive organs. Instead, you live in your desires, longing for conditions and people to be as you would like them to be.
