Your first name of Ruthieria has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Although you know what is expected of you, you feel awkward and embarrassed when drawn into delicate situations that require extreme tact. On the other hand, when understood, you can be very charming and affectionate, as you respond quickly to kindness and sympathy. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. If you perceive you are being taken advantage of, you can become overly critical and complaining. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.