The name of Ruzaidah creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. You have an ability to concentrate and work intently on anything which holds your interest. The outdoors often acts as a panacea for times when you feel distraught and pressured. If you are active you feel as if you are making progress. Delighting in mystery, you are drawn toward occult sciences. You dislike crowds and prefer solitude, or experiences shared with only a few close friends. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
