Your first name of Sahaja has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You are an emotional person. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
