Your first name of Saiida contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Because you are very sensitive, you feel the need of support and approval from others. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. A tendency to put on weight could also be a concern. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious regime of diet in order to build a strong, vital body.