Your first name of Saijuen creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. You capably deflect questions and the other person does not even realize how cleverly you have changed the subject. You resist pressure and seek harmonious environments and associations. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. Being sensitive and temperamental, you tend to swing from intense optimism to the depths of despair. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. Your dramatic qualities are often used to hide your true feelings. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.