Your first name of Saisho gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. You prefer positions where your independence and love of freedom are not curtailed, where there is not the constant demands of people. You would like to be easy-going and spontaneous but it does not come easily. You can express yourself better through writing than verbally. As you live much of the time within your own thoughts, someone can be speaking to you face to face, but you will be thinking about something entirely different and have closed out the conversation. You appear aloof and, as a result, others do not realize how important affection and understanding are to you. It is not easy for you to be expressive, especially when you feel deeply about something. If you sense that someone is being inquisitive about you and your life, you are adept at steering the conversation to other topics, or not answering questions directly. Impromptu expression does not come easily unless you know your subject very well. You love to read and can develop great powers of concentration.