Your first name of Saiva contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious regime of diet in order to build a strong, vital body. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.