Your name of Saizo has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You do not find it easy to articulate your deeper thoughts and feelings; it is much easier for you to pen your thoughts. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. Although you would give anything to be spontaneous, fun-loving, and natural, your name makes you very serious and self-conscious instead. If you feel that anyone is prying into your life, you try to steer conversations away from yourself. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom.
