Your first name of Samanthah has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
