Your name of Santesa has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You have a clever, quick, and analytical mind and you could enjoy and excel in music and drama, or along scientific and mathematical lines. Others find it a challenge to get to know you and although you want affection, friendship, and understanding, your aloof, shy qualities rebuff the attention of others. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
