The name of Santiana has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You have a philosophical interest in knowing the “why’s” and “wherefore’s” of life, but you tend to drift into daydreams and to find it challenging to concentrate and apply system and order in your activities. You dream of romance, but you have experienced heartache because of your idealistic qualities. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. When life becomes too routine and monotonous, you look for ways to create variety. You desire happiness, love, and understanding. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at some of your thoughts and visions. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
