Your first name of Santrella has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.