Your first name of Saod has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.