Your first name of Saraide has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.