Your first name of Sarhan contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. While your name brings you some very fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.