Your first name of Sasafrass has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
