Your first name of Sensaray has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.