This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. Your name Seraphaiel has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people free from restrictions and monotony. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You are positive in your opinions, and slow and deliberate in your expression. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
