Your first name of Shawnda contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. Asthma, flu, and pleurisy are the types of illnesses to which you could fall heir. There are many things you would like to do. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.