Your first name of Si has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. You enjoy working with your hands. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. Being impulsive, you make hasty decisions, which you often regret after you experience the results. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. You are imaginative and visionary, somewhat of a perfectionist, yet the results of your efforts often fall short of your high expectations. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.