Your first name of Siadiea has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.