Your first name of Siaja gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. You are not comfortable having to make major decisions. It is hard for you to face an issue directly and say “yes” or “no” and mean it, though you have a quickness of mind that enables you to respond with artful diplomacy to evade unpleasant situations. This name brings the tendency to magnify small issues out of proportion or to become too involved in personality conflicts. Others do not always realize how sensitive and aware you are of their thoughts and feelings toward you. Peaceful and settled conditions appeal to you and you are naturally desirous of having the security of a home, where your life could follow a definite pattern, and where you would not have to make major decisions. You have a strong emotional nature that, if not kept under control, could be detrimental to your health or result in problems in close personal relationships. Although you may dream of better things, you find it hard to maintain the drive to go after them. Growths could also be a possibility. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood.
