The name of Siaraca has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. If given the training, you could excel in music, art, or drama as you are refined and sensitive, emotional and temperamental, and can be easily and deeply moved by music, drama, and affection. You can be acutely hurt by unkind comments and it is at such times that you withdraw into your own world of thought. You dream of romance, but you have experienced heartache because of your idealistic qualities. Sometimes it is difficult for you to face life’s realities with their hardships, stress, and turmoil and you often find yourself combating fears of the future and the aspects of life that appear mysterious. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at some of your thoughts and visions. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
