Your first name of Sikata contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. A tendency to put on weight could also be a concern. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.