Your first name of Sikyu has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You love children and could enjoy teaching. You are an emotional person. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. You thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.