Your first name of Sirusha has made you desire system and order and to progress step by step, yet you are taken into new experiences, turmoil, and change and rarely can you fully complete an undertaking to your satisfaction. As a result, you do not find it easy to be happy and content but feel frustration at times in trying to understand your turbulent feelings and thinking. However, because of the opposing qualities in your nature, rarely are you completely satisfied with your lot in life. At times you feel torn between your desire for system and order, and your need for change and new experiences. It is difficult for you not to become irritated by the ineptitude and carelessness of others. You are inclined to be candid in speech and manner. You could be exceptionally brilliant in any subject or activity that holds your interest. Unless you have other qualities in your names that offset the practical influence, this name does not allow you fully to develop your depth of appreciation for philosophy, music, or the arts. You do not accept new ideas readily and do not appreciate unsolicited advice. This turmoil of opposing forces affects your nervous system, causing tension in your stomach, and intestinal or generative organs.