Your first name of Sivagamy contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.
