Your first name of Spesyal gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. This name does not offer naturalness of expression, and as it is too serious an influence, it should be changed. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. You can express your thoughts best in writing, and you express your appreciation of others through little acts of service rather than verbally. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. Physically, any weaknesses in your health would centre in the heart, lungs, or bronchial organs. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life.
