Your first name of Thadea has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.