Your first name of Theotilda has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You love children and could enjoy teaching. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
