Your first name of Thixuan has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Idle chitchat does not interest you. You would function best in settled conditions where you are not called upon to meet and mix too closely with others, but are able to work on your own. Sometimes moody and morbid thoughts interfere with your stability and ability to concentrate to reach your goals, especially when you are under pressure. Although you are stable and trustworthy in your own work, you lack the confidence to assume responsibilities for others. You restrict your association to a few and usually they are people who understand your independent, quiet personality. As you keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself, this reserved quality has created misunderstandings with others because they feel left out. A lack of fluency in your verbal expression may appear as bluntness. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You may also experience some deafness.