Your first name of Thomaou has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. Your close friends are few. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.