Your first name of Tiahara has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. You are an emotional person. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.